I’ve recently felt like I’ve been kicked and bruised up pretty good…and that recent wounds have been cut afresh with barely anytime to heal.
I get the feeling that in the midst of all this I’m being asked to make some tough decisions on the spot as well. Kinda feeling that it’s be a bit unfair for me to be bearing the brunt of this bruising then being asked by my assailant to offer something of peace.
But in the middle of my pleas for release I realised that my self-centredness was probably the chief cause for those feelings. Would I humbly accept this fact and move towards the godly things to do…or would I persist in my self-centredness and continue to cry foul?
‘Well who is this angry man I see,
In the mirror looking back at me…?
It’s a man who’s tired, a man who’s weak,
It’s a man who needs a Saviour.’
– SCC
So to this wound I feel has been recut, though it has barely started to heal… How can I remain angry at this person? I may not have all the answers…but I’m learning that I don’t always need to give them.
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